Cup of broken promises
- Andrew Bedell
- Mar 15, 2017
- 2 min read
I wish I could take a trip
Down memory lane
And correct some past mistakes
Because with hindsight
I can see that I could have done things
Differently
I keep drinking from this
Cup of broken promises
I still wear my rose tinted specs
And I’ve always got my nose
Pressed against the glass
I feel as though I’m looking through a prism
Into a world where the lights are still on
And the locks have keys in them
So I can still pass through
I keep chewing the cud
With strangers in bars
Where nobody knows my name
And none of the chairs match the tables
The writing on the wall
Tells of long lost heroes
And flights of fancy
And it has no bearings on the world I live in
I would never be able to breath
In this kind of atmosphere
I’m not a player
I’m just a spectator
Watching from the cheap seats
In the auditorium
Surrounded by dreamers and chancers
And near do wells
But I feel at home here
I feel as though I fit in
Like this is where I am supposed to be
I always try to watch the sunset
Because I feel at one
With the forces of nature
I’m in sync with these elements
They come naturally to me
There are some things in life
That just fall into place
Clip together like a jigsaw
And once you can finally see the picture clearly
Once you are able to focus on the foreground
And not around the per
ipherals
You can finally achieve
That sense of enlightenment
Once you finally understand the rules
Once you know how to play the game
How to be a winner and not an also ran
Then you will be the one holding the cards
And every deck is full of aces
So play them with style
And nobody will be able to rain on your parade
Nobody will be able to pour scorn on your dreams
And tell you that you failed
I didn’t know this when it really mattered
I hadn’t read the rules
I thought I knew it all but I knew nothing
I was a fool and I let it all slip through my fingers
So I want to take a trip down memory lane
And correct some past mistakes
Because with hindsight I can see
That I could have done things differently
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