A way of life
- Andrew Bedell
- Mar 15, 2017
- 2 min read
I’ve seen so many come and go
Fallen, broken, looking for escape
Fresh faced to start
And then torn and weary, haggard even
It was never going to be easy street
It has never been that cut and dry
It’s a way of life but it doesn’t suit all
Some stumble at the first hurdle
Shy away, retreat
But that doesn’t mean you are weak
It’s a way of life; it’s who I am.
I want to spend my days
Trading words with the beat poets
Sipping bourbon
In a bar where they play jazz
That would be the dream
If only I had the means
To cast off these chains
And propel myself interstellar
It’s not about the adulation
It isn’t about the glory
It’s a way of life but it isn’t for everyone.
Days come and go
Life ticks by
Hairs turn grey
Eyes grow dim
Strength diminishes
But as long as I have my words
As long as there are words to devour
To masticate, to swallow
I wont fear the aging process.
I still wake to the morning alarm
The need for coffee to kick start my day
One mug strong and hot and then I’m alert
And I can face the bus
The mornings commute with the other nameless passengers
All of us in our own world
No communication like zombies on autopilot
Heads in tabloids swallowing the lies
Music pumping through earphones
Dreaming of escape
The sun, the beach or a lotto win.
Minds are numb from the monotony of life
Nothing to look forward too
No golden handshake
No prize to be claimed
But I still have my words
And I read Ginsberg and Kerouac
And I feel a sense of belonging
I know who I am, what I am
Why I am here
It’s who we are
Poets, wordsmiths
We come together with words to share.
All ages, all backgrounds all races
United with one common goal
We walk the road together
Like a band of brothers and sisters
Spreading the word
Wherever people will listen
I may not have anything wise to say
I was never blessed with wisdom
But I want my words to be heard
And I want to hear your words
It’s a way of life
I’ve seen so many come and go.
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